Sorry for the long absence, but my fibromyalgia has been kicking my butt for the last month and I decided to curl up and have myself a pity party. Needless to say, I'm over it. I don't do well wallowing in self pity. So I decided to pick my self up and get back to life.
I picked up a couple of books at the library on Zen and Buddhism. I am fascinated! When I first started reading, my mind kept saying, it can NOT be this simple. I was sure that there was no way I could meditate either. Wrong! I love it! My new mantra is "Events are just events, YOU label them good or bad. So if you have a bad day, it is totally your choice. Why not choose to be happy?"
So, I chose to be happy. Things in my life that would normally have sent me into a massive depression or at least a panic attack have come and gone. And I chose to be happy. And it worked!
You don't have to be Buddhist to apply this to your life. Just make a conscious decision to be happy and mean it. You have no idea the changes it can make.
In my effort to enjoy my happiness to day, I went to a lovely little shop near here called the Kissel Country Tin. They have floor to ceiling collectibles, dolls, country items, shabby chic, and seasonal decorations. And in the have the most exquisite selection of fibers for those of us who are craft inclined. I buy most of my wool doll hair there. Today I wandered through all the glittering antiqued snowmen and beautiful hand made decorations and made my way back to the wools and yarn and I found the most lovely rough wool pieces!!
They were the size of a CD or bigger and were only 2.50!!! Yep, you bet I came out with some and a few felting needles. I can't wait to get started making something with this.
As I was checking out, the owner asked what I was making. DOLLS! I said in a tone that was perhaps a bit too excited, since she backed up a bit from the counter. *giggles* What kind of dolls she ask in a very hesitant voice, probably wondering if I was really a deranged individual that had escaped the police and was terrorizing shop keepers. Art dolls, I said a bit quieter this time.
OH! She says, a bit too excited herself this time. Perhaps you could bring some by for me to look at?
I could bring them back later this afternoon, I said a bit in shock.
So I took my dolls back this afternoon, thinking they would be a bit too, extreme for her. She loved them! She asked me to make her three of my little twig fae and if I would consider doing one, a Santa or an ice fae or angel. Sure! Of course! ABSOLUTELY!
I am SO glad I chose to be happy today. Happy just keeps coming!!! Now I'm off to the studio to see what twig fae are going to show themselves.
Moonbeams & Blessings!!
Jesi
~~~We are the authors of every next moment~~~
November 20, 2009
November 2, 2009
HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN!!! I Won!!!!!
Woohooo! I just won the Halloween contest on Author, Terri Garey's web page.
She is the author of Dead Girls Are Easy (the Nicki Styx series)
from Helsinki's favorite Goth-N-Roll Vampires, The 69 Eyes! (OMG! Aren't they yummy!?)
Stop by Terri's page and check it out. And don';t miss reading Terri's new book,
"Silent Night, Haunted Night" out now!
TERRI, YOU ROCK, GIRL! Thanks so much!
69 Eyes - You guys make my nightmares all come true!
Moonbeams & Blessings
Jesi
I've not been feeling like myself lately. It seems to happen every year about this time.
I had no idea how hard it was going to be to do my own make-up with just one eye. LOL
Lesson learned!
I had no idea how hard it was going to be to do my own make-up with just one eye. LOL
Lesson learned!
A little stuffing there, a little pealing flesh here and what do you get?
A really fun Halloween outfit!
A really fun Halloween outfit!
And I was lucky enough to be escorted by this hansom gentleman. He was quite the affluent undead. He's a slum lord you know. You can tell by the roaches crawling on his hat.
Michael and I really did a killer rendition of "Thriller"
Gotta love hanging with friends!
Now that the holiday is over, I'm getting back to making my dolls.
I am also doing NANOWRIMO this year.
That's short for National Novel Writing Month
( nanowrimo.org )
It started Nov.1 and goes until midnight on the 30th.
The goal is to write a 50,000 word novel in 30 days.
It's gonna be a LONG month.
2,015 words as of this moment. I'll keep you posted!
Moonbeams & Blessings
Jesi
Gotta love hanging with friends!
Now that the holiday is over, I'm getting back to making my dolls.
I am also doing NANOWRIMO this year.
That's short for National Novel Writing Month
( nanowrimo.org )
It started Nov.1 and goes until midnight on the 30th.
The goal is to write a 50,000 word novel in 30 days.
It's gonna be a LONG month.
2,015 words as of this moment. I'll keep you posted!
Moonbeams & Blessings
Jesi
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